Current mood:

chipper

I rescued a deer this morning. It was a talking deer, who was kind enough to say "Keely, it's time to wake up & write an essay now". GRATTITUDE. It was a dream deer, but I have been feeling resentment towards that little fucker since I woke up at 6am, after sleeping for only 3 hours.

Last night I trudged back from London with tired eyes & an exhausted mind. I was sat, happily printing out my two completed essays, congratulating myself on finally being mature enough to ensure that work was completed before a deadline, when I got a text message off a girl on my course. Said girl wanted to inform me that the deadlines we'd both been sticking to were completely wrong, & therefore I was missing a 3000 word essay on another essay. Yes, at MA level they think that it's just fucking HILARIOUS to make you write a detailed essay on how you wrote another essay. I don't particularly see how this is going to broaden my mind, but whatever. I panicked, sobbed a bit, cursed my desire to do this stupid bastard degree & then started throwing clothes in a bag to head back to London or up to see Jenni, I wasn't sure. I told my parents I'd made a mistake, shouldn't have left London, hated the degree & that I thought my lecturers were all sadistic bastards (actual sadism, whipping, masturbation, incest & the rest of it). Unfortunately, crying & moaning wasn't going to write the essay, so I stayed up until 3am, got a 3 hour nap after I'd started hallucinating due to lack of sleep (I probably got about 8 hours the whole time I was in London). I handed in 3 essays today & now I am spent.

I still haven't slept, but now I'm quite enjoying the weird high you get from a lack of sleep.
I need to apologise to a lot of my friends for being very shit lately. Now that I'm not as entirely consumed by University work, I can go back to being quite a mediocre, flighty friend. Success!