Current mood:

giddy

I don't really know what to write in here anymore, I don't have the internet at home & don't want to update in work. It gets past the point where you can write, too much has happened & my life changes so frequently that I can barely keep up. I'm very happy, though. I'm so glad that I came back to London, & I'm not even going to think about having to go back to Wales at the moment. 3 months left of this, & sometimes I'm so happy that I can't breathe.

Reuben have called it a day, that made me cry for about an hour, mainly because it's just one more thing that Jenni & I had that's now over, end of an era. She'll be back soon, which makes me feel a lot less scared about leaving this little bubble I've created for myself here. She's pretty much the only one I can tell about what's going on, I need to sit with her for about 8 hours, cup after cup of tea & word-vomit up my mind. Oh well, this will have to do for now, I have no attention span anymore! I can't read, or watch television, or do anything. It's gone. Now for a walk in the park, & then I'll meet up with MC.