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I have toothache! Pain! It feels as though my jaw is going to cave in. I can't afford to get it fixed until October, unfortunately, so I'm going to ignore this pain & continue doing household chores. I've turned in to a housewife for the 4 boys, it seems. I don't mind living with all men, as I still think women are crazy, but it would be nice if occasionally we shared the burden of cleaning. Mostly I enjoy it, I find it cathartic & whatnot, but at the same time I feel as though the feminist inside is dying.
Marleena's moving away at the end of the summer, she told me yesterday, it made me sad but also really happy, because (although I'm going to miss her) I think it's probably the best thing for her. London's a funny little place, you get stuck in ruts so easily & it takes a jolt to shake you out of it. I'm sad about leaving, but at the same time excited about studying again. I'm going to miss all of the friends I've made here so much, they've become my family. Emma & I were discussing it, & I'm going to move in with her & Sinead for the last few weeks of my London life so that we can bring in da funk, bring in da noize (or something similar). This Saturday we're going to the gay pride march with my new friend, a very camp, lovely young man. He's taken me on as his fag hag, I feel as though I'm living in Will & Grace most days. When I think about the people in my life who matter the most to me, 90% of them didn't even exist to me until January this year, & I think that's quite wonderful. I was so disgustingly unhappy being back in Cardiff, & now things are bloody brilliant.
Nap time now. I've recently started watching Hollyoaks religiously & napping again, I'm gearing up for Studentville.
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